青春流水 | 打工者实录

澎湃新闻 2019-08-30 09:02 大字

2012年6月18日，广东省东莞市。手袋厂的女工郑婷在工位上。她十九岁，已经打工三年了。

本专题由孙京涛老师编辑，特此鸣谢孙京涛老师。占有兵

我们来了，带着简单的行李，强健的身体和几乎空白的社会经历，经过重重考试、面试，再加上亲人、老乡、战友、同学的介绍，走进流水线，开始了打工生活。

我们来时，除了上过初中，唯一的资本是年青，身体健康，能承受生产线上长时间的加班。

生产线上，我们跟随流水线的节奏，马不停蹄，每天重复成千上万次相同的动作，做货、做货、做货。高速细分的工序，决定了超高的劳动效率，也让我们丧失了工作的乐趣，重复，就是我们工作的一切，几乎不需要思考，反复的训练让我们的动作更快，效率更高。

我们年青，我们内心澎湃，我们渴望美好，我们被异性吸引。工作服裹在身上，仍阻挡不了青春勃发。潮服装、新鞋、染发、省上一个月的早餐钱，就可以潇洒一回。

流水线不停，青春如流水，年青很快成为历史。结婚，生子、盖房、赡养长辈，都必须直面。男人渴望找个富婆，女人希望嫁个大款，那都是梦。我们仍旧捂着口袋生活，发呆不需要成本，呆在宿舍、出租屋，没钱就宅，出门要花钱呀。

孩子出生了，勉强带在身边，却要直视每月花光工资的现实；孩子放在老家，成了留守儿童，生活成本要低很多。孩子一天天成长，缺少父爱，缺少母爱，上完初中，来到工业区，成为生产线上的新工人。

青春随产品出口，在工业区领着微薄的薪水，还要面临被罚款、被记过、被开除、被查暂住证。上班，加班，做货，赶货，就是生活的全部，没有时间读书，没有时间睡足，没有时间去城里开眼界。只能在晚上加班结束后，在工业区的夜市上逛一下。

城里每平方米房价是数月的工资，从不敢奢望购买，只祈求全家平安，但还是有被工伤、职业病、癌症光顾的风险。

我们在城里干活，城市又拒绝我们。青春如水流过，我们老了，带着伤痛，回到那片被我们年青时抛弃的土地，活下去。

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We came, with simple luggage, strong body and almost blank social experience, after repeated examinations, interviews, plus the introduction of relatives, fellow countrymen, comrades-in-arms, classmates, into the assembly line, began to work life.

When we came, except for junior high school, the only capital was young, healthy and able to withstand long overtime on the production line.

On the production line, we follow the rhythm of the production line, and repeat thousands of the same actions every day, making goods, making goods. High-speed subdivision of the process, determines the super-high labor efficiency, but also let us lose the fun of work, repetition, is everything we work, hardly need to think, repeated training to make our actions faster and more efficient.

We are young, our hearts surge, we yearn for beauty, we are attracted by the opposite sex. Work clothes wrapped around the body, but still can not prevent youth. Fashion clothes, new shoes, hair dyeing, and saving a month's breakfast money can be handsome once.

Youth is like running water. Youth soon becomes history. Marriage, having children, building houses and supporting elders must be faced directly. Men desire to find a rich woman, women want to marry a big money, that is all a dream. We still live in our pockets, stunned without cost, staying in dormitories, renting houses, no money to house, go out to spend money.

When a child is born, he barely takes it with him, but he has to look directly at the fact that he spends all his salary every month. When he leaves his home, he becomes a left-behind child, and the cost of living is much lower. Children grow up day by day, lack of father's love, lack of mother's love. After junior high school, they come to the industrial zone and become new workers on the production line.

Youth with the export of products, in the industrial zone with a meager salary, but also face fines, be recorded, be fired, be checked temporary residence permit. Working, working overtime, making goods and rushing goods are all about life. There is no time for reading, sleeping, or going to the city to broaden one's horizons. After working overtime in the evening, I can only take a look at the night market in the industrial area.

The house price per square metre in the city is a monthly salary. We never dare to buy it extravagantly. We only pray for the safety of the whole family, but we still have the risk of being patronized by work-related injuries, occupational diseases and cancer.

We work in the city, and the city rejects us. Youth is like water, we are old, with pain, back to the land abandoned by our youth, live.